Struggling with burnout

It’s been a while since I have been trying to handle my burnout. I want you guys to know that I’m not really ok. Which means not feel really great. It’s probably started 1 month ago when I said sorry to my friend that I involve in his life in the past. That is about my cry for help from someone. I don’t know. Really sorry that you guys have to read this. My mood right now is really trying to be a very good happy state to make myself productive.